good here I go again!!
MYSELF my worst enemy, my desperation, depression and low self-esteem I feel I do not mean anything to anyone, not for myself.
would like to show, to express and discuss what is happening, what I feel and what I do, but pride will not let me, always wanting to pretend to be brave because I do not like to see me weak and useless, and less see me mourn.
hiding for more than I always noticed. because I want to send everything to hell, leave everything no matter what.
but I can not hide, a coworker said "Claudia you fix only if you are wrong, and should not be so one has to look good every day," I realized that it is a reality and sseguiré his advice as well, I have to look good every day and look good to me.
And go ahead and said somebody has to finish what he started, and do not hang the towel will also follow that advice
Mayis and thanks also for your advice to continue to set new goals, targets and plans, which also I will put into practice.
my biggest fear is LIFE, not knowing what will happen, if something good or bad, and not knowing how many people will be gone most of my life, and how many more of myself out of my way.
so many people who love you so much, and I can not decircelos or express, but sometimes I do not mean nothing to them, and it's best to walk away, do not think so much is that, just as me have said so many things, from selfish, obnoxious, ugly, cold and indifferent and even bad girlfriend, may believe that, because I do believe them. I hear so much go wrong, and I really do not understand why they say to me, and I the only person receiving these criticisms, the positive is that I have said from the front. Sometimes I have the desire to give a hug or to receive a hug, I just stick with the desire
autotherapy, console me, help myself, it's a routine, sometimes get tired. it hurts me and bothers me to disappoint myself, and no longer believing in me. but to move forward, I have other objectives to fight over. and hug my pillow every night imagining that it is a simple pillow.
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