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think I have depression again ....

and spend three days with headache, sleep and listless ....

'm furiously angry with myself, I do not stand .... I behave like a stupid, stupid me angry

and I can not say absolutely nothing ... I can not tell what I get angry because I remember what happened to me .....

I'm sick of everything, everything, everything. todoooooo.

In my work I can not vent, I can not fight with my boss, colleagues, let alone with the little ones ... just work with a lump in my throat all day ....

Mimi was my partner and was the only one who told him what was happening, I remember going every morning to his class told him that he had, what happened to me, I listened and advised me and I felt more relaxed and you in the mood to work!

At home, in the presence of new people, my aunt and my cousins, I will not be bad but I get fed up, can not bear I feel so ..... wrong to have those feelings for them, really is what I feel ....

Going to college makes me angry more .... can not keep all the courses, take a few courses and other courses could not make me angry but I feel so sorry mediocre

Then my English classes, I get bored ... harassment ... . I sleep that class ... I have no interest same as before, and was the only thing that made me feel proud of myself ...

.... I'm sick .... I would like to leave all work no more, no more college, no more English classes ....

with exams now has me more concerned delays .... if I failed to win one of the courses that I have to slow down, maybe macro won, and statistical concerns me more, but if statistics do not win, I swear, I promise not to continue studying and leave my career in economics .... is my decision so I'm not going to change .... even if this choice makes me more hysterical and nervous ..... I will make my last effort and see what my fate holds for me .....

And I do not speak much of myself in my blog. also promise .....

I'm dedicating a song WHEN THE LOVE TAKES OVER, when you love someone or something is completed is a void and you lose interest to all ......

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depression again I have the solution

I think I know what to do with you, forget ......

I confused things and as you said you me gave me no reason for me to believe that you were interested .... not where the head had to think such a thing, as neither you nor anyone else could love me, ja ja ja ! I have to blame me for imagining things that existed .

case I will this never happened .....

but it hurts a lot, and lost trust with other people and especially lost confidence myself ..... I feel insecure and a bit lonely. ... but let me tell you that hurts me most is knowing that I never quisistes ... mean nothing to you ....

forget all this ....... to punish myself for being so stupid, and hesitant to take all my earrings and throw them garbage, I no longer goes with my personality .... leave only one or two pairs that I gave it away, tons could not pull , mean a lot to me, NO MORE EARRINGS = 0 (

no longer want to look like ... . do not want to make you feel guilty but I llevastes all my desire, study, work and does not satisfy me, and I'm proud of myself .....

GO TO ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL , CONGRATULATIONS IT'S YOUR LAST SEMESTER .... keep going!! YOU CAN ...... I see like leaving my obstacle, myself. knowledge you'll never forget

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5 things you remember

The first when I met you, you were very arrogant with me and bother me much and I liked you.

The second is when I dijestes "I love you", that was spectacular! paralizastes my body and my emotions that I could not react or say anything.

Third, you called to say he would not go to school because I knew that if I was you do not get to study, was the only way to be with my friends because you harassed me and controlled much that could not be with someone else and do not need to breathe air out of your breath.

room that I always looked forward to as they always saw me and came to embrace and I was wondering how you bought spare, you were cute!

fifth and I held you tight and I begged him not go, and do not let me. but as I always said the same thing, "if I could I stay with you"

dejastes Now only one emptiness, loneliness, fear, trauma, I still have not gotten out it.

're an idiot, moron, slimy and cowardly. you could not tell the truth, then llamastes me and searched me and you no longer want to hear, maybe if you had paid attention I'd said what I wanted to hear, but now that decision ....... is taken. But I can not understand that in that you can think airhead .... I want a sister .... I fail to assimilate your answer yet, remember all the promises you made me while I was sitting on your lap and stroked my hair, and now sales will not remember that, you get the other way, you're an idiot, now suffering and grieving for your mistakes, and your cowardice .... I would tell you everything I just wrote this because even I'm not quiet ,.... and in accordance with your stupid answer. but writing is my only ..... love or hate not to do with you ......